Leave

I can be leave,waiting for three month,I can be leave finally,leave this place where filling so much good memery,I don't want to say goodbye to the past,but the past is farther and farther from me,probably,i'm only leave
so I Could find myself.Long long wait have never stopped,how many sleepless nights I can't count it.There are
so many living helpless,but I can do nothing,I feel I'm so incompetent.Every day I in the face of very strong
performance in front of others,When no-one besides me suffering is only feel,nobody can understand,I want to
return to the location of friends,but i can't get through myself's door.
I walked through that road whice we usually walked in the past,and that kfc, where many people come and
go ,but whitout the person I would found out any more.Some one said:"writting a person's name on the smoke,
then it sucked into lungs That would let her closer to the heart." I think I smoke too much,I want to give it up,
but without it,I feel like my fingers have something missing.Originally I was truly acidhead.
"zero past three the Eiffel Tower's lights is on,breaking up will be carrying out whit another way." I guess the results ,but i didn't give up ,I worked hard to learn the English, and then go to learn Spanish,looking for a job in a foreign company,I hope I can keep up with her pace.Only because she said if we met abroad,she will go
home with me. I am sure about this is a comfort to me, but I am still willing to believe that. When she open the door,I discovered I was so infantility and ignorant,Every thing is not really.the end is much more terror than I
imagined.I did everything whice I could,but she say sorry,a word gainsay that all.I do not blame her,because,
All of this was my fault,I am still not good enough,I am not the person she want.I loved the wrong prison.I didn't know what she thought and want. she should get everything she want. "being the change you want to see in
the world",the Gandhi said,I believe in being part of the solution,not the problem. I stick to my beliefs,I must do far better.